Habie Schwarz

‘I started writing songs before Robert died. I know because I found an arrangement he’d made for one, Goldhawk Road, lying on his piano, months afterwards. But after his death  I wrote many more, all about him: a totally unexpected flurry of grief-based creativity. I never thought I would do anything with them. I didn’t think I was writing the kind of songs that would actually be songs, like tracks, with instruments and everything. But then my daughter brought home a multi-talented young musician called Alex Mackenzie (Corinthians, Wooden Arms). We got to talking, and I asked him to do an arrangement or two for me. I expected some nice guitar accompaniments. What I got turned out to be a set of demos, a version of a vision, a vision of a version, a possibility . . . which grew, over a year or two, into this album, written by me, produced and arranged by Alex, and called, like the memoir, You Left Early.’ —  LY

1. The Wind’s Direction
2. You Left Early (and you left alone)
3. Love Ain’t Listening – Lyrics
4. Goldhawk Road
5. Sorrow Follows
6. Just Because You’re Strong
7. Fairytale
8. One Goodbye Too Many
9. Long
10. 83 Miles The Wrong Side of Birmingham
11. Boston Crown

View all Lyrics

Listen to some of the tracks here

Find 83 Miles The Wrong Side of Birmingham on Youtube here

And Goldhawk Road here

Buy the album, on CD or on Vinyl, at your local record store, or here

Songs by Louisa Young; Love Ain’t Listening by Louisa Young & Alex Mackenzie
Arranged & produced by Alex Mackenzie
LY & AMcK: Vocals
Fifi Homan: Cello
Jackie Shave: Violin
MF Tomlinson: Guitar
Nathaniel Philipps (Mr Midnight): Sax
Terry Edwards Esq: Trumpet
Alex Mackenzie: Drums, Guitars, Bass, Organ, Piano, Electronica, Percussion, Vibraphone, Theremin, & everything else
Design by Louisa Young / Cliff Webb
Photos: Habie Schwarz / Louisa Young
(p)&© Louisa Young; Love Ain’t Listening (p)&© Louisa Young & Alex Mackenzie All Rights Reserved
Recorded by Alex Mackenzie in the kitchen and Betsy Betts at The Crow’s Nest, Hackney
Thanks to the Rijksmuseum Amsterdam for 18th-century Magic Lantern Skeleton Man

‘Thirty years ago, I interviewed Johnny Cash at home in Hendserson Tennessee. He said to me, among many other things, ‘Louisa, you gotta be what you are. Whatever you are, you gotta be it.’ At the time, it helped me overcome some natural insecurities and start writing books; now, it has helped me realise that if a novel-writing woman of 59 wants to form a band with her daughter’s boyfriend and make a record of her songs about her dead fiancé, there’s nothing stopping her but her own institutionalised acceptance of agist and sexist views of human creativity. And sod that for a lark.

‘The song Boston Crown came to me in a dream: Johnny Cash singing it, in a French bar. I’d never heard it before. Half asleep, I desperately memorised the words so I could scribble them down with my eyes shut, so I could google it when I woke up properly. Which I did. It didn’t exist. Yet I heard him sing it, in my dream. So I wrote it.

‘It turns out to be much easier simpler and cheaper to write your own songs than try to quote other people’s lyrics in novels. Twelve Months And a Day has several new songs in it — You’re My Everything, Blackbird, and others. To hear them sung, you need to get the audiobook, read beautifully by Isabel Adomakoh Young. Or ask me, if you run into me.’